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1.
every night i call my old dentist to ask him if he knows me still he never answers my stupid phone calls and every one of those nights theres a woman thats weeping outside my broken window i can never get it to fully close all simultaneously all the time oh what am i to do? every night one day ill get confused all between the dentist and woman who's weeping every night an obnoxious old patient tries to phone me while i'm sleeping it awakes me and now strangely i can't fall asleep and every once in a while i will answer just to listen to him crying on the telephone just like that poor woman who's always outside of my broken window all simultaneously all the time oh what am i to do? every night one day ill get confused all between the patient's phone calls and falling asleep (FLUTE) every night i can't keep from crying outside broken windows I need them to hear me to heal my soul every time that i cry and why broken windows is that they cant hear if their windows were closed
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03:36
es un milagro i been waiting and not doing too much for myself i've been frustrated seeing how far down my spirits have fell i've caught myself thinking sometimes that i needed proof that any miracle i could see was something i'm entitled to too much time praying i just need a quick way out this hell who am i betraying when i believe in my ascension as well? i've caught myself thinking sometimes that i needed proof that any miracle i could see was something i'm entitled to but if that miracle came to me and kind of caught me off guard i'd see that miracle finally as something that i could discard es un milagro
3.
03:36
o what's the point of walking if we can't see the road were on cuz it snowed? for now we'll see how it goes some things might change we just don't know for now we'll see how it goes o my baby we don't know o winter winds been blowing us back out in the cold cut right to the bone left all alone for now we'll see how it goes some things might change we just don't know for now we'll see how it goes o my baby we don't know o i can feel my heart expanding like it just might explode is this feeling love or is it woe? for now we'll see how it goes some things might change we just don't know for now we'll see how it goes o my baby we don't know for now we'll see how it goes some things might change we just don't know for now we'll have to see how it goes when this love is exposed when this love is exposed to the cold
4.
here come some bad musicians who have to play to make their suffering just go away why do they have to make such noise? these annoying boys maybe they know what they can expect that's why they give until theres nothing left why should we listen to the noise from annoying boys? trying to tell us why they think that were alive they got it all wrong why do they weep when they're singing their song? they seem so lost and hopeless in their sound why won't they just give up and quiet down why do they have to make such noise? just to fill the void? maybe they know that the end will come that's why the work they do is never done why should we listen to the noise? does it bring them joy? trying to tell us why they think that were alive they got it all wrong why do they weep when they're singing their song?
5.
03:42
something so deep in me makes it so i need to believe i can save you from your pain and make you see the way (what way?) i don't know all of this rage that i get when things don't turn out the way i expected them to be it turns out i was reaching (reaching for what?) i don't know o often times i find i don't know why i try to make myself believe that you were mine at one time in another life then you just had to leave when you came to me i don't know why i thought that you might lead me lead me down an awful path i was eternally freaking but what do i really know? o often times i find i don't know why i try to make myself believe that you were mine at one time in another life but you just had to leave something so deep in me makes it so i need to believe i can save you from your pain and make you see the way (what way?) i don't know
6.
03:09
(chill instrumental)
7.
tell me that you love me tell me that you'll never go tell me that you love me tell me cuz i need to know i'm all alone and i need a home some safe place so i don't have to die when you're on your own sometimes you're prone to have some pain when people say goodbye tell me that you love me tell me that you'll never go tell me that you love me tell me cuz i need to know i'm so small compared to it all larger worlds that i will never see when darkness falls need to hear your call cuz all i have is what you're tellin' me tell me that you love me tell me that you'll never go tell me that you love me tell me cuz i need to know
8.
o the saddest day i've lived was the day my hope was ripped from my heart by your hand where i stand made me think a lot of things but when i think it sorta stings was there something there? do your care? have to start to see my fall in the realest sense of all is it love? was this affair a real close call in the realest sense of all or just sort of? oh the pain of bein in what you thought was not a sin just a chance to learn no concern makes it seem like i was wrong but i'm just following along what my heart decides all the time have to start to see my fall in the realest sense of all is it love? was this affair a real close call in the realest sense of all or just sort of? o the saddest day i've lived was the day my hope was ripped from my heart by your hand where i stand made me think a lot of things but what can all this thinking bring? was there something there? do your care? have to start to see my fall in the realest sense of all is it love? was this affair a real close call in the realest sense of all or just sort of?
9.
palm trees lining coastal highways warm breeze, sunny spending my days someway i'll stay if i can't i'll go back home and i'll die long hair skin fair ruby red lips i swear a chance there a future in her hips someway i'll stay if i can't i'll go back home and i'll die
10.
i'm okay i think at least i'm not under the ground i'm still around i still have things that i wanna do before that time yeh its so good to breathe feel my lungs still expanding i,i still got time to make a mark on the world it's a blessing ooo where i've been i don't need my life explained to me before i had the strength to search for something more i'm changing all the time my mind is still online before i felt the need to search for something i don' have it seems it's not right where i want it dreams i couldn't keep alive if i tried maybe if i was wealthy? who needs means? ooo for dreams wasted all the potential i don't have a plan i stand to lose if i don't see the blessing! yeh where i've been i don't need my life explained to me before i had the strength to search for something more i'm changing all the time my mind is still online before i felt the need to search for something mooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeee
11.
no i'm not perfect my soul it needs reworkin' this hole i gotta climb out it's deep too much darkness to see what could spark this relief man i know it's the soul of the sun gonna shine down on everyone their fears gotta go when they know they're in the soul soul of the sun it's the motion that's the most fun it's the change in the waves as they crash upon the bay some never find it but me i wouldn't mind it to see another way out from grief cuz i been hurtin' and i need to stop reverting i'll be a happy person! in the soul of the sun gonna shine down on everyone their fears gotta go when they know they're in the soul soul of the sun it's the motion that's the most fun it's the change in the waves as they crash upon the bay
12.
i’m riding on to find a new dawn and my safe place is gone, so i'm riding on i'm riding on, and moving on, i'm staying strong i’m riding on it's this wave i’ve been riding heading to the beach this time i think i might be, going deep into the sea i know it’s just this moment hoping i might make the most of my broken heart i'm so hopeless, should I go for this? i’m riding on to find a new dawn and my safe place is gone, so i'm riding on i'm riding on, and moving on, i'm staying strong i’m riding on it’s this fate i’ve been fighting now i know there’s no denying what i must be, now that i, now i can see i know it's just this moment i know my life is wide open i can ride on in the sun into the dawn

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released November 4, 2019

Produced by: Max Devereaux & Adrián Suchowolski
All songs written by: Max Devereaux & Adrián Suchowolski

Max Devereaux: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Bass, Keyboards, Percussion, Drums, Electronics

Adrián Suchowolski: Vocals, Keyboards, Acoustic Guitar, Percussion, Drums, Electronics, Album Cover Photo

Nelson Devereaux: Tenor Saxophone, Alto Saxophone, Soprano Saxophone, Clarinet, Bass Clarinet, Flute

Jake Baldwin: Trumpet, Flugelhorn

Chie Otomi: Synthesizer, Backing Vocals (2,6,7)

Yoji Sera: Drums (4,10,12)

Aya Okura: Piano, Rhodes, Percussion (11)

Dedra Devereaux: Backing Vocals (7)

Jennie Lawless: Vocals (5)

Ted Olsen: Double Bass (11)

Andres Crovetti: Keyboards (3) Vibes (8)

Paul Westfahl: Tabla (6)

Andrew Tomten: Sitar (6)

Emmi Reschny: Album Cover Photo

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